Got to sit at the Farmer's Market with Emily this morning. She is such and extrovert, and was having such fun visiting other vendors and buying what we need for the week. Then we went and had our nails done-felt like a real mother/daughter day. Will have to remember to do that even when there are two daughters.
Read a posting today about what Post-Adoption grief looks like. Really scared me. Had to remind myself that I will be doing this in the power of the Holy Spirit and not through my own strength. Of course, as abandoned I feel right now, it does seem scary that this could continue once the kids get here. Hopefully that will be by the end of the summer...
Well, heart still aching with remorse and pain, will take my Ambien and go to bed hoping for a better day tomorrow.
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